The playa is never silent; you adapt quickly to the spectrum of ceaseless noise, ranging from a low, distant hum with a faint pulse to a din with a beat that shakes the ground under you. The sounds of EDM, diesel fire, megaphoned hollering, laughter, live music, and sex are constant in the camps. At Burning Man, even dubstep makes sense: Its broken syncopations and surprise mechanized screeches are a perfect soundtrack to the halting journey of a bus shaped like a stegosaurus, a mammoth fossil, a casbah, or a Chuck Taylor sneaker as it inches past, resembling less a tricked-out vehicle than a giant mechanized toy simultaneously breaking down and lurching to life. Emerging from the camp radius and into the inner playa, it’s the music from the cruising art cars and the roar of their diesel flame-shooters that follow you, their various rhythms merging and clashing as you navigate the vehicles’ aural territories.
Something close to silence approaches when you enter the deep playa, beyond the larger art installations, beyond the Temple, close to the poignantly named Trash Fence that separates the parameters of the festival from the miles of flat desert beyond it. Maybe you start to hear the sex noises again — heavy breathing and the occasional moan drifting out from… it’s not clear where; it could be from miles away, carried on some wisp of wind through a gap in the pastiche of EDM, or you could have stumbled on some burners enjoying themselves away from their beds and campmates. Occasionally a goat bleats.
And something else is off: the moans aren’t coming from one place, but several different directions and distances. It’s surround-sound moaning and…surely that wasn’t actually a farm animal, was it? Neither of the men who squired you that night noticed or remembered it, and you worry what it might say about you that this is what your brain devises to entertain taunt you when left to its own vices. Later you find out you weren’t hallucinating, and you weren’t accidentally eavesdropping on all the fun apparently everyone but you was having (the recollection of the goat’s bleats hovering darkly in your memory): It was all a sound installation, witty but easily missed or ignored at a festival known for volume and spectacle. (Burning Man representatives had no knowledge of this installation.)
But the deep playa is, for the most part, a quiet place, with artworks placed far enough from each other that they disappear from view when the dust picks up. The installations built out there are smaller, less ostentatious; rather than dazzle, they invite contemplation. “Stargazers Anonymous” was one such piece, a circle of skeletal cubes and pyramids strung with dangling wind chimes and clusters of soft lights where one could sit quietly and enjoy the silence and the night without fear of being run over in the darkness by a bike or an art car (a very real danger on the playa). The night I visited, “Stargazers Anonymous” was being tended by a man I was pretty sure was himself made of stained glass. His head was a starburst and he spoke in poetics, calling himself Jingles.
Let’s say you’ve put yourself in the care of your two squires, depending upon them to reassure you that you’re not actually cold, you just think you’re cold — because that’s somehow better. You begin to hear the faint rhythmic thumping of some distant art car’s bass, and when you look to the far-off city, you see its colored lights break loose from their hubs and start bouncing up and up and over the arc of the sky, away from the city and toward the diamantine moon, which in the early night shimmers over the empty blackness of the outer playa beyond the Trash Fence. She looks best out there, pristine and proud and privately winking at you, just you. Later in the night she’ll float west and suspend herself above the city proper, competing with the thousands of lesser lights contrived from batteries and diesel and LEDs. You feel sorry for the moon, forced to share space with these pretenders, and ask her why she doesn’t float back to her dark silent kingdom over the Astral Plane, but she just shrugs. You can tell by the stoicism of her reaction that she regularly submits to this banal cityfolk schedule, and that makes you sad.
But your squires — you need them to concur that Jingles doesn’t really exist as we do, but maybe jumped out of one of those paintings in the Black Rock City Museum, the ones that were clearly painted under the influence of some amazing drug you’ve definitely never heard of, but you see that one squire cannot engage in this important conversation because he is sitting on the ground, cross-legged like a dusty Buddha, while Jingles paints starbursts and solar crescents on his face. Now his eyes are closed and his cheeks are sparkling and hatching smaller lights that rise like glowing steam and fly away, fizzing and popping and gliding along the Gallé sky. The other squire is shindig-shittingly sober; he informs you that Jingles the Starburst Man is not in fact made of stained glass but is merely wearing a white suit with LEDs sewn into the lining, and that he doesn’t speak in poetics, just with an Australian accent.
This squire won’t let you step over the Trash Fence and walk toward the moonbeam you can just make out about a mile or maybe five in the distance; he won’t even let you pee next to this nice police car parked conveniently in the darkness just beyond the halo of pink light cast by the bubbling champagne temple with the sapphire moat (which he claims is not a moat). In fact, he won’t let you pee next to any of the hundreds of police cars parked, sometimes three or four abreast, anywhere on the playa where people have congregated to dance or listen to music or watch a sculpture burn to the ground. What the hell is his goddamn problem, you discuss for the next four hours, and why is he letting those bureaucrats tell us where we can and can’t walk and pee, and why he’s letting the moon languish in the firmament above the normal world with all the normies and their battery-powered banalities? He is cold, too, so you lend him the warlock cloak you keep in your tricycle basket, and it flows magnificently behind him as he rides toward the city — until it gets tangled in his bike chain and you both have to stop and park under the pulsing glowflower tree, with its blossoms blooming and unblooming and rainbow lightsap trickling down to its roots. You want to return to the Astral Plane beyond the Trash Fence and persuade the moon to light your path to those moonbeams she sprinkled at the foot of the Callico Hills so you can gather a few to put in your hair when you dance for the Shadow People. You don’t want to be stuck on the bourgeois Middle Playa searching for a bike wrench while your squire complains about his blister.
Wherever you find yourself as the sky begins to blanch, you make your way to the Temple, which this year was designed by Jazz Tigan. Part seashell, part cornucopia, its walls feature horizontal wooden slits that allow the sky to paint patterns of constantly changing lights and colors on the interior, and from the outside, to show those colors and lights through the openwork façade. The Temple is a nondenominational sacred space where Burners leave remembrances of the dead and talismans imbued with their hopes for the living. Among the personal photographs and mementos are acknowledgments of recent publicly observed tragedies. This year there were altars to Black Lives Matter bearing vases of plastic flowers and framed images of victims of police brutality; in 2013 there was a memorial to the children of Sandy Hook. Next year may see shrines to the victims of attacks in Paris, Beirut, Mali … What hasn’t changed in the few years I have attended is the presence of so many photographs of young men: doe-eyed, pink cheeked youths who look as if they’d fit right in on the playa if they were wearing furry boots and facepaint instead of fatigues, young men who have been killed in some other desert in one of our interminable wars.
As the week progresses, the interior and exterior walls of the temple grow ever more laden with these memorials, the atmosphere inside charged with the love and grief that informed the collages, the empty combat boots, the abandoned wedding dresses, the farewell messages scrawled onto bits of empty space on the walls.
On Sunday the Temple burns.
After the cathartic sturm und drang of the Man burning on Saturday night, after thousands of attendees have left the playa, this event has an entirely different tone. The Black Rock City population may have reached 70,000 at the height of the week, but there are only 40,000 or 50,000 left for the burning of the Temple. Imagine 40,000 people sitting in perfect silence for an hour while a beautiful, delicately wrought structure is consumed in flames and floats to the ground with a sigh. Alternating between longtime Black Rock City treasure David Best and other emerging artists like Tigan, the artists and architects who design the Temple every year are masters; their temples endure their destruction with as much grace as they display while standing. Not a beam falls without looking as if Balanchine choreographed its descent.
When the sun is high you ride to the Totem of Confessions, the brilliant Mike Garlington’s mixed-media chapel. Baroque in its ornateness, swampish in its religiosity, the Vedic-inspired structure is crowded with salvaged tchotchkes and plastered with black-and-white photographs depicting scenes ranging from darkly humorous to fully dark: burlesque Madonnas, icons of nimbus-capped monkeys, lost-looking nudes crouching in dry brush. Windows embedded in the chapel’s interior walls reveal miniature Vaudeville-style theatre sets featuring odd assemblages of ornamentation and symbology. On a chair in the corner is a cuddle puddle (yes, that commercial was right) of other Burners who also have been up all night, and with them you pass an hour or two, peering in at every vignette in the wall, describing what you see, comparing impressions. Even attempts at literal description reveal idiosyncrasies. As endlessly entertaining as the richly detailed chapel itself are your new friends’ hilariously subjective descriptions of the little tableaux depicting clouds of fish eyes, or cotton puffs full of fleas, or alien embryos with camera-lens eyes. When you leave the chapel you realize you have never once talked with strangers about the works displayed in a museum, gallery, or art fair for as long or with as much candor, never hazarded your interpretations of a work of art to whoever was standing nearby with as little self-consciousness, or listened to someone else’s theories with as much patience. You ride back to your tent to finally get some sleep as the midday heat encroaches.
There’s something Burning Man gets right that the art world doesn’t respect but should. Every sculpture, building, and installation in Black Rock City really only exists for the benefit of the people who witness it, climb on it, strike up conversations inside it, indulge in all manner of activities within that would definitely get one banned from 49 Geary — and only for those few days of the festival. Nothing is for sale and no one’s worried about what some reviewer will say about it later. There are no patronizing wall texts telling you what to think, no “gallery girls” giving you the stink-eye if you don’t look like you’re there to spend money. You aren’t constantly reminded that the art world, for all its lofty claims, is just as much an entrenched patriarchy as the rest of society. (By contrast, the gender breakdown of Burning Man’s honoraria artists is close to balanced, and misogynistic or even lazily sexist work is not featured on the playa.) There won’t be any breathless reporting on what ghastly sum this oligarch or that sheikh paid for his trophy at auction. Many of the installations are burned toward the end of the week. Other pieces are placed elsewhere as public art afterward, but the natural habitat of these works is always the playa, where they will be seen and enjoyed for only that brief bit of time, owned by no one.
The harsh, ephemeral circumstances of the festival and the disposition (natural, habituated, or chemically enhanced) of so many attendees creates an unusual environment for viewing and engaging with the art. Inhibitions relax, camaraderie is quick, conversations erupt out of nowhere and range far beyond small talk. For all the supernatural abundance of stimulation, one’s patience for looking and considering is in fact heightened; in all the best senses of the phrase, one really has nowhere else to be. Except, possibly, the Astral Plane.